City of blinding lights

I feel like there's a timebomb ticking inside me. Every second that goes by is just one second closer to its explosion. And it will not be pretty.

I don't know the person that I am anymore. I seem to have just drifted into whoever I am right now - with no particular thought or direction to it. And I don't know whether whatever I believed in before even makes sense anymore. And I'm scared of giving it too much thought because that would mean maybe shattering 23 years of thinking and believing certain things and I'm not willing to pick up the pieces and start over.

People think they know me but I don't think they really do. I don't even think I really want them to. If anyone knows me I'd rather it be me.



















I suppose some people would consider this beautiful. I classify this under a list of things titled "What were they thinking???". Strangely enough this fountain is located in Manipal of all places. What is lacking there in infrastructure in general, they've made up in grotesque fountains. It's enough to give one nightmares.